Bittersweet

How do you fake it?  How do you fake being “over the moon” ecstatic for someone who just found out they’re expecting?  Really.  Or do you just retreat and don’t even bother faking it?
Here’s my dilemma, sometimes I am truly excited for them and then sometimes, I’m just not.  It’s the oddest feeling, so bittersweet.  [...]

A Fine Line

There’s a recurring theme in my life… a fine line.  There’s a fine line between love and hate, sane and insane, tolerant and intolerant, and pregnant and not pregnant.  It seems that one second I’m on one side of the fine line, whether it be love, sane, tolerant and pregnant, and then the next second [...]